Thursday, November 5, 2009

Numb

My weekend was ridiculous. My Halloween was filled with adrenaline, crossing off things on my "to do before I die list" and being forced to dress up like Minnie mouse. My weekend was short lived and back to work on Sunday morning.  That Monday suddenly sent me on a roller coaster ride.....up.....down....backwards......and flipped upside down.  And here I am, sitting at the end of Thursday trying to figure out what just happened over the past few days.  I almost feel as if I am this numb, hallow shell of a person right now, because the reality and the gravity of what happened this week has not quite set in yet.  But my body is physically tired, my heart is exhausted and I am emotionally drained.  Underneath all of that, there is some raw facts that I can boldly and confidently declare. 
1. What an amazing God we serve. 
2. Miracles happen. They are real, they exist. 
3. Life is such a precious, precious thing that we so often speed past and all we are left looking at is a blur of the seemingly insignificant moments.  How often we take for granted those very moments. The moments that break us, mold us and even define us.   
4. Prayer works. 
5. A minute really can change everything. 
6. Our weakness is made perfect in his strength. 

1 comment:

Erika said...

I hope everything's okay Heidi. I'm praying for you.